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Personal Note to the Reader When I first discovered Fernando
Pessoa's Livro do Desassossego, I confess that my initial impression
was that Bernardo Soares, the book's narrator, was simply insane. His
relentless introspection and his unusual way of perceiving everyday reality
struck me as deeply unsettling. As I continued reading, however, my
perspective gradually changed. I came to see that what first appeared to be
madness was, in fact, an extraordinary sensitivity to the contradictions and
spiritual emptiness of modern life. Rather than distancing myself from
Soares, I found myself sympathizing with his emotional suffering and
philosophical vision of reality. That transformation in my reading
eventually led me to Pier Paolo Pasolini. Although the two authors belong to
different literary worlds, I discovered that Pasolini's reflections on
modernity, alienation, and the loss of authenticity provide a fascinating
lens through which to revisit Pessoa's masterpiece. This essay is the result
of that journey, and I hope it encourages readers to experience Livro do
Desassossego with fresh eyes. Jonathan
Acuña Solano |
Between the Office and the Abyss: A Pasolinian Reading of Fernando Pessoa’s Livro do Desassossego
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Abstract This
essay explores Fernando Pessoa's Livro do Desassossego through the
critical lens of Pier Paolo Pasolini's cultural and literary thought.
Although Pessoa and Pasolini belong to distinct literary traditions and
historical contexts, the study argues that six Pasolinian strategies, marginality,
critique of bourgeois society, the sacred, linguistic contamination,
provocation, and nostalgia for authenticity, can be productively adapted to
interpret Bernardo Soares's fragmentary reflections on modern existence.
Rather than applying Pasolini's ideas mechanically, the essay redefines them
to suit Pessoa's introspective and anti-narrative prose, demonstrating how
existential alienation, urban invisibility, spiritual loss, and formal
experimentation become vehicles for social and cultural criticism. Drawing on
scholarship from both Pessoa and Pasolini studies, the analysis highlights
the ways in which Livro do Desassossego transcends autobiography to
offer a profound critique of modern consciousness. Ultimately, the essay
proposes that Pasolini's reflections on anthropological transformation and
cultural homogenization illuminate the enduring relevance of Pessoa's masterpiece,
revealing it as both an intimate meditation on the self and a subtle
diagnosis of the spiritual condition of modernity. |
Keywords: Alienation, Bernardo Soares,
Fernando Pessoa, Literary Criticism, Modernity, Pasolini, Livro do
Desassossego, Social Critique |
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Resumen Este ensayo analiza Livro do Desassossego de
Fernando Pessoa desde la perspectiva crítica del pensamiento cultural y
literario de Pier Paolo Pasolini. Aunque Pessoa
y Pasolini pertenecen a tradiciones literarias y contextos históricos
diferentes, el estudio sostiene que seis estrategias pasolinianas, la
marginalidad, la crítica a la sociedad burguesa, lo sagrado, la contaminación
lingüística, la provocación y la nostalgia por la autenticidad, pueden
adaptarse de manera productiva para interpretar las reflexiones fragmentarias
de Bernardo Soares sobre la existencia moderna. En lugar de aplicar
mecánicamente las ideas de Pasolini, el ensayo las redefine para ajustarlas a
la prosa introspectiva y antinarrativa de Pessoa, demostrando cómo la
alienación existencial, la invisibilidad urbana, la pérdida de la dimensión
espiritual y la experimentación formal se convierten en vehículos de crítica
social y cultural. A partir de estudios especializados sobre ambos autores,
el análisis muestra que Livro do Desassossego trasciende la
autobiografía para convertirse en una profunda reflexión sobre la conciencia
moderna. Finalmente, se propone que las ideas de Pasolini acerca de la
transformación antropológica y la homogeneización cultural permiten apreciar
con mayor claridad la vigencia de la obra de Pessoa como una meditación sobre
el individuo y, al mismo tiempo, una crítica sutil de la modernidad. |
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Resumo Este ensaio analisa Livro do Desassossego, de
Fernando Pessoa, à luz do pensamento crítico e cultural de Pier Paolo
Pasolini. Embora Pessoa e Pasolini pertençam a tradições literárias e
contextos históricos distintos, o estudo defende que seis estratégias
pasolinianas, marginalidade, crítica à sociedade burguesa, o sagrado,
contaminação linguística, provocação e nostalgia da autenticidade, podem ser
adaptadas de forma produtiva para interpretar as reflexões fragmentárias de
Bernardo Soares sobre a existência moderna. Em vez de aplicar mecanicamente
as ideias de Pasolini, o ensaio as redefine para adequá-las à prosa
introspectiva e antinarrativa de Pessoa, demonstrando como a alienação
existencial, a invisibilidade urbana, a perda da dimensão espiritual e a
experimentação formal se tornam instrumentos de crítica social e cultural.
Com base em estudos especializados sobre ambos os autores, a análise
evidencia que Livro do Desassossego ultrapassa a autobiografia para
oferecer uma profunda reflexão sobre a consciência moderna. Por fim,
argumenta-se que as reflexões de Pasolini sobre a transformação antropológica
e a homogeneização cultural iluminam a permanente atualidade da obra de Pessoa,
revelando-a simultaneamente como uma meditação íntima sobre o eu e uma sutil
crítica da modernidade. |
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"A literatura, como toda a
arte, é uma confissão de que a vida não basta." |
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"Scandalizzare è un diritto;
essere scandalizzati è un piacere." |
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Introduction: Why Read Pessoa
Through Pasolini?
At
first glance, bringing Fernando Pessoa and Pier Paolo Pasolini into the same
essay may seem like an odd critical pairing. Pessoa’s Livro do Desassossego
is an inward, fragmentary, and anti-narrative meditation on consciousness,
fatigue, urban routine, and metaphysical unease. Pasolini, by contrast, is
commonly remembered through the visible force of his public polemics, his films
of scandal and sacred contradiction, and his attention to bodies, class,
ideology, and the violence of modern consumer society. One writer appears to
move toward the interior abyss; the other toward the historical street, the
profaned sacred, and the political body. Yet the distance between them is
precisely what makes the comparison fruitful. If Pasolini is reduced only to
cinematic provocation or to his representation of the Roman subproletariat,
then the bridge to Pessoa becomes weak. If, however, Pasolini is understood
more broadly as a critic of bourgeois normalization, cultural homogenization,
spiritual depletion, and the destruction of authentic forms of life, then Livro
do Desassossego begins to reveal an unexpectedly rich Pasolinian afterlife.
This
essay, my 576th post on my edublog, argues that Pessoa’s Livro do
Desassossego can be read productively through six adapted Pasolinian
strategies: marginality, bourgeois critique, the sacred, linguistic
contamination, provocation, and nostalgia for authenticity. Yet each
of these must be translated into Pessoa’s register. In Livro do Desassossego,
marginality is not primarily subproletarian but existential and urban;
bourgeois hypocrisy becomes bourgeois emptiness and the metaphysics of routine;
the sacred appears not as doctrinal faith but as the wound left by
transcendence’s recession; Pasolini’s collision of high and low language becomes,
in Pessoa, a formal contamination of genres, tonal registers, and prose modes;
shock no longer takes the form of corporeal scandal but of inward
disintegration; and nostalgia for lost authenticity becomes a poetics of
alienation and non-coincidence with life. Read in this way, Bernardo Soares’s
fragments cease to be merely the private notebook of a melancholy clerk and
emerge instead as a subtle but devastating critique of modern anthropological
loss.
A
Pasolinian framework becomes especially compelling when one considers the
critical force of Scritti corsari and Lettere luterane. In these
late essays, Pasolini repeatedly argues that postwar consumer society has
produced a new and more insidious form of domination, one that no longer relies
primarily on explicit coercion but on standardization, hedonistic conformity,
and the destruction of older symbolic worlds. Alexandre Pilati (2016), in his
study of Scritti corsari, emphasizes Pasolini’s diagnosis of a “new
fascism” rooted in consumer society and cultural homologation rather than in
the older political forms of authoritarianism. Georg Seeßlen (2021) similarly
underscores Pasolini’s resistance to the “consumistic” rule of petit-bourgeois
modernity and his insistence that the apparent freedoms of the new order often
conceal a deeper anthropological violence. Pasolini’s concern, then, is not
only with politics in a narrow sense, but with what modern civilization does to
language, desire, memory, the sacred, and the body. This broader Pasolinian
horizon is what makes him so unexpectedly illuminating for Pessoa. Bernardo
Soares does not denounce consumer fascism in journalistic prose, but he records
with uncanny precision what a spiritually thinned modernity feels like from the
inside.
Pessoa, Bernardo Soares, and
the Modern Condition of Fragmented Consciousness
Before
moving into the six Pasolinian strategies, it is worth recalling that Livro
do Desassossego is itself a formally unstable object. It is not a finished
novel, nor a diary in the ordinary sense, nor a simple collection of aphorisms.
It is a posthumous constellation of fragments associated above all with
Bernardo Soares, Pessoa’s “semi-heteronym,” though the work’s editorial history
also involves other textual strata and the shadow of Vicente Guedes. This
instability matters because any reading of the book must resist the temptation
to force it into a single generic or ideological mold. The book is fragmentary
not only because Pessoa left it unfinished, but because fragmentation is one of
its deepest formal truths: the modern self, the modern city, and the modern
relation to meaning appear in pieces.
Several
scholars have stressed precisely this dimension. Luciana Paiva Coronel (2007)
argues that the prose-poetic fragmentation of Livro do Desassossego is
central to its modernity, since the work’s form registers the conflict between
modern and antimodern impulses. Diego Giménez (2016) likewise reads the book in
relation to urban materiality and modern life, while Karen Adorno (2022)
interprets boredom in the work as a symptom of modernity rather than merely a
private temperament. What unites these approaches is the recognition that
Pessoa’s introspection is never purely private. Even when Bernardo Soares
appears to be speaking only about himself, the fragments also register a
civilization: office labor, rented rooms, repetitive streets, abstract time,
emotional fatigue, and the difficult coexistence of lucidity and paralysis. It
is precisely here that Pasolini becomes useful. His work reminds us that the
damage modernity inflicts is often anthropological before it is overtly
political. Pessoa’s genius lies in showing what that damage looks like when it
settles into the nerves of a clerk.
1. Marginality Recast:
Bernardo Soares and the Urban Condition of Invisibility
Pasolini’s
first major strategy is to place the marginalized at the center of
representation. In Pasolini’s fiction and film, this often means the urban
poor, the subproletariat, sex workers, delinquent youths, and bodies excluded
from bourgeois respectability. Pessoa’s Bernardo Soares is obviously not
marginal in that same material and social sense. He is not an Accattone
figure, nor does he inhabit the scandalized edges of legality or public
morality. Yet to stop there would be to miss the deeper transferability of the
strategy. If Pasolini’s marginality is redefined not as class marginality alone
but as a position of structural non-centrality within modern life, Soares
becomes an extraordinarily suggestive figure.
Bernardo
Soares is socially minor. He is an assistant bookkeeper, a man whose public
role is almost designed to disappear into routine. He inhabits Lisbon not as a
hero, not as a public intellectual, and not even as a rebel, but as a barely
visible functionary whose inner life vastly exceeds the social significance
assigned to him. One of the most revealing fragments captures this strange
relation between social smallness and textual selfhood:
“Sou, em grande parte, a mesma prosa que escrevo.
Desenrolo-me em períodos e parágrafos, faço-me pontuações, e, na distribuição
desencadeada das imagens, visto-me, como as crianças, de rei com papel de
jornal, ou, no modo como faço ritmo de uma série de palavras, me touco, como os
loucos, de flores secas que continuam vivas nos meus sonhos” (Pessoa, 2015, frag. 148).
This
is one of the passages that most clearly invites a Pasolinian reading. Soares
does not present himself as a socially substantial person who later chooses to
write. Rather, he becomes writing because ordinary life has failed to provide a
sufficient site of presence. He “unrolls” himself into periods and paragraphs
because his social existence is too thin to hold him. In a very different key,
Pasolini often grants dignity and visibility to those who are denied symbolic
centrality by dominant society. Pessoa does something analogous, but the
mechanism is interiorized: Soares is not a public outcast; he is an urban
residue, a consciousness that survives by turning itself into prose.
This
is where the comparison becomes especially interesting for literary criticism.
A Pasolinian reading does not require us to pretend that Soares belongs to the
same world as Pasolini’s Roman ragazzi. It asks a different question:
what happens to the subject in a civilization where exclusion no longer needs
to be spectacular? Soares is not violently expelled from society; he is gently
reduced to insignificance by the structures of routine, office work, and urban
anonymity. Lucia Helena (2014) helps illuminate this point by reading the Livro
through the tragic problem of the modern self. Soares is not “marginal” because
he lacks consciousness, but because his consciousness has no adequate worldly
habitation. He is included in the city and excluded from full belonging at the
same time.
This
adaptation of Pasolini’s first strategy matters because it keeps us from
romanticizing Bernardo Soares as a purely metaphysical dreamer detached from
history. His invisibility is historical. He belongs to a modern social order in
which one can be neither poor enough to be scandalous nor powerful enough to
matter, and yet still feel one’s life dissolving into abstraction. The pathos
of Soares lies precisely there. He is a minor employee carrying within himself
a civilization-sized fatigue.
2. Bourgeois Emptiness and the
Metaphysics of Routine
If
Pasolini’s second strategy is to expose bourgeois hypocrisy, Pessoa’s Livro
do Desassossego invites a crucial modification: the most striking target is
not hypocrisy in the dramatic sense, but bourgeois emptiness. The book rarely
stages the revelation of hidden scandal beneath public respectability. Instead,
it anatomizes a world in which ordinary bourgeois existence has become
spiritually and affectively anaemic. Offices, timetables, streets, commercial
transactions, furnished rooms, and habitual gestures create a life that is
socially legible and inwardly exhausted. In Pessoa, modernity often appears
less as moral corruption than as a draining atmosphere.
A
fragment that captures this with remarkable economy reads:
“No quarto à moderna, deserto até ele próprio, o tédio
torna-se desconforto, mágoa física. E, no meu espírito, onde sonho o que não
ouso querer, o cansaço torna-se uma coisa real, uma coisa como uma dor, como
uma doença” (Pessoa,
2015, frag. 270).
What
matters here is the fusion of space, affect, and historical diagnosis. The
“quarto à moderna” is not merely a neutral setting; it is a symptom. The room
is “deserted even by itself,” as though modern space had become estranged from
its own possibility of habitation. Tedium is not an incidental mood but a
physical sorrow. This is where a denser Pasolinian framework proves especially
illuminating. In Scritti corsari and Lettere luterane, Pasolini
repeatedly argues that the new consumerist bourgeois order does not simply
repress; it reorganizes experience from within. It standardizes desire,
flattens symbolic life, and substitutes managed comfort for genuine vitality.
Pilati (2016) emphasizes that Pasolini’s diagnosis of the “new fascism” lies
precisely in this transformation of consciousness through consumption and
homologation rather than through overt ideological command. Seeßlen (2021)
likewise notes that Pasolini perceives a “consumistic” petit-bourgeois order
that absorbs difference and produces a new form of anthropological conformity.
Pessoa
does not write polemical essays against consumer capitalism, but Soares’s
fragments often feel like the phenomenology of the subject produced by such a
world avant la lettre. Karen Adorno (2022) is particularly helpful here,
since her study of boredom in Livro do Desassossego frames tedium as a
symptom of modernity rather than merely of temperament. Soares’s boredom is not
laziness. It is the affective form of a life hollowed out by routine and by the
impossibility of full investment in the structures that organize it. He goes to
the office, performs his tasks, walks the city, returns to his room, and yet
the very continuity of these actions produces metaphysical nausea rather than a
sense of order.
The
phrase “metaphysics of routine” is useful because Pessoa’s critique of
bourgeois life does not operate through satire alone. He does not simply
ridicule office work or middle-class existence. He shows how repetition enters
the soul and converts time into a dull pressure. Bourgeois life, in this book,
is not scandalous because it is secretly immoral; it is scandalous because it
can be lived outwardly without catastrophe while inwardly becoming
uninhabitable. This is one of the places where Pessoa and Pasolini touch most
powerfully. Both recognize that modern domination may appear not as overt
brutality but as a soft devastation of the spirit.
3. The Sacred as Wound:
Desassossego and the Recession of Transcendence
One of
the richest points of contact between Pasolini and Pessoa lies in the question
of the sacred. Pasolini’s relation to religion is famously paradoxical. He is
anti-clerical, Marxist, and scandalously irreverent, yet he remains deeply
attached to the sacred as a category of human experience, one bound up with
ritual, bodily reality, symbolic density, and the resistance of pre-bourgeois
worlds to modern flattening. Francesca Cadel (2012) has shown how Pasolini’s
transnational visions of the sacred and tradition emerge precisely as
alternatives to the hegemony of Western neocapitalism. The sacred, for
Pasolini, is not reducible to doctrine; it is a mode of intensity,
contradiction, and human depth that consumer modernity threatens to erase.
Pessoa’s
Livro do Desassossego is not a religious book in any straightforward
sense, yet it is saturated with the afterlife of transcendence. What Soares
experiences is often not faith but the pain of its recession, the lingering
structure of a need that modern consciousness can neither satisfy nor abolish. One of the most revealing fragments states:
“Nasci em um tempo em que a maioria dos jovens haviam
perdido a crença em Deus, pela mesma razão que os seus maiores a tinham tido —
sem saber por quê. E então, porque o espírito humano tende naturalmente para
criticar porque sente, e não porque pensa, a maioria desses jovens escolheu a
Humanidade para sucedâneo de Deus” (Pessoa, 2015, frag. 12).
This
passage deserves slow reading. Soares does not celebrate unbelief as
emancipation. He diagnoses a historical moment in which belief and disbelief
alike risk becoming inherited habits rather than lived convictions. The problem
is not merely that God has disappeared; it is that modern subjects no longer
know how to inhabit either transcendence or its absence with seriousness. The
substitution of “Humanity” for God is not presented as a triumphant secular
achievement but as a compensatory gesture, another way of filling a vacancy
without confronting it.
Antonio
Geraldo Cantarela (2016) is especially useful here because he demonstrates how
divine language in Livro do Desassossego functions not as stable
theology but as part of the book’s stylistic and metaphysical restlessness. In
Soares, God is frequently present as a question, a shadow, or a linguistic
trace of loss. A Pasolinian reading sharpens this insight by showing that the
sacred in Pessoa is less a doctrinal reality than a wound in consciousness, a
sign that modern life has become too administratively organized, too
psychologically abstract, and too spiritually thinned to sustain the old
symbolic densities. In Pasolini, the sacred often survives as contradiction:
something mocked, desired, profaned, and mourned at once. In Pessoa, it
survives as desassossego, as a metaphysical dissatisfaction that no
secular routine can appease.
What is especially striking is that this recession of transcendence is never treated as merely philosophical. It affects mood, temporality, and the body. The loss of the sacred is not only an idea; it is a way of moving through rooms and streets with an unnamed insufficiency. Soares’s metaphysical hunger is inseparable from his urban fatigue. This is one of the deepest affinities between Pasolini and Pessoa: both understand that the sacred, once displaced, does not simply vanish. It returns as absence, as unease, as the sense that modern civilization has solved many practical problems while leaving the soul undernourished.
4. Formal Contamination: From
Pasolini’s High and Low Language to Pessoa’s Fragmentary Instability
Pasolini’s
fourth strategy, the mixing of high and low language, cannot be transferred to
Pessoa without modification. Pasolini’s linguistic politics often involve a
deliberate contamination of literary discourse with dialect, slang, and
subproletarian speech in order to resist bourgeois purification and to grant
symbolic weight to marginalized forms of life. Bernardo Soares does not speak
in dialect, and Livro do Desassossego does not wage its war through
sociolinguistic collision in the same way. Yet something analogous happens at
the level of form, tone, and generic instability. Pessoa’s prose continually
contaminates one literary mode with another: diary with essay, confession with
aphorism, urban sketch with prose poem, philosophical reflection with
hallucinatory reverie.
One of
the passages that best illustrates this formal self-awareness is again the
fragment in which Soares defines himself through prose, but here another
portion becomes relevant:
“Desenrolo-me em períodos e parágrafos, faço-me
pontuações… E, acima de tudo, estou tranquilo, como um boneco de serradura que,
tomando consciência de si mesmo, abanasse de vez em quando a cabeça para que o
guizo no alto do boné em bico fizesse soar qualquer coisa, vida tinida do
morto, aviso mínimo ao Destino” (Pessoa, 2015, frag. 148).
The
extraordinary image of the “boneco de serradura” captures Pessoa’s anti-unified
poetics with unusual force. The self is not a coherent autobiographical subject
who later arranges experience into language; it is already punctuational,
already fragmented, already a constructed object whose momentary consciousness
produces only a faint ringing, “vida tinida do morto.” In Pasolini’s terms, one
might say that Pessoa’s prose refuses the purified continuity of bourgeois
discourse. It does not present a stable voice calmly recounting a stable life.
Instead, it stages a contamination of ontological registers: living and dead,
puppet and consciousness, prose and self, rhythm and identity.
Luciana
Paiva Coronel (2007) helps clarify why this matters. She argues that the
modernity of Livro do Desassossego lies partly in its prose-poetic
instability and in the way its form embodies contradiction. That instability
can be read through Pasolini’s notion of contaminazione, even if the
terms are not identical. Pasolini’s contamination breaks the boundaries between
vulgar and sublime, dialect and literary speech, myth and contemporary
discourse. Pessoa’s contamination breaks the boundaries between literary
genres, psychic registers, and modes of being. The effect is similar in one
crucial sense: both writers resist the fantasy that modern subjectivity can
be represented through a homogeneous, polished, socially neutral language.
Paolo
D’Achille’s (2023) study of Pasolini’s essayistic language is useful in this
context because it highlights how Pasolini’s prose itself is polemical, hybrid,
and linguistically inventive. Pasolini does not merely theorize contamination;
he performs it. Pessoa, too, performs his own version of formal impurity. Livro
do Desassossego cannot be reduced to one genre because Soares cannot be
reduced to one self. The book’s instability is not a flaw but an
epistemological necessity. Modern consciousness, in Pessoa, no longer possesses
the unity required for a seamless narrative. Fragmentation becomes the only
honest form.
5. Shock Without Spectacle:
Inward Disintegration as Literary Provocation
Pasolini’s
fifth strategy, provocation and shock, may initially seem among the least
applicable to Pessoa. Pasolini’s art often scandalizes through the body,
through explicit representations of power, sexuality, and violence, and through
the profanation of social and religious taboos. Bernardo Soares does none of
this. There is no equivalent in Livro do Desassossego to the bodily
extremity of Salò or the cinematic force of Pasolini’s public affronts.
Yet to conclude that Pessoa lacks Pasolinian provocation would be to confuse
scandal with shock. Pessoa’s provocation is quieter and, in some ways, more
difficult to escape because it occurs inside consciousness itself.
One of
the most devastating fragments reads:
“O cansaço de todas as ilusões e de tudo que há nas
ilusões — a perda delas, a inutilidade de as ter, o antecansaço de ter que as
ter para perdê-las, a mágoa de as ter tido, a vergonha intelectual de as ter
tido sabendo que teriam tal fim” (Pessoa, 2015, frag. 327).
This
is a perfect example of Pessoa’s inward violence. The sentence does not simply
state that the speaker is tired. It anatomizes exhaustion with almost surgical cruelty,
moving from the loss of illusions to the shame of ever having possessed them.
The cumulative syntax traps the reader inside a consciousness that not only
suffers disappointment but anticipates and critiques its own disappointment in
advance. What is shocking here is not obscenity but overconsciousness. Soares
cannot merely lose illusions; he must also endure the “vergonha intelectual” of
having known from the beginning that they would collapse. The self becomes a
tribunal from which there is no appeal.
Lucia
Helena’s (2014) reflections on the tragic “eu” in Pessoa are especially
relevant at this point because they help frame desassossego as a
procedure of self-exposure rather than a theme alone. Pessoa does not comfort
the reader with a narrative of overcoming. He radicalizes discomfort by making
consciousness witness its own fracture in real time. This is where Pasolini
becomes unexpectedly illuminating. In Pasolini, provocation often aims to
destroy the spectator’s moral complacency by exposing the obscene underside of
power. In Pessoa, provocation destroys another kind of complacency: the
bourgeois fantasy that inward life is a stable refuge. The interior self, far
from being a sanctuary, becomes a site of decomposition.
Brian
DeGrazia’s (2018) discussion of Salò is helpful by contrast because it
reminds us that Pasolini’s shock is not mere sensationalism; it is a strategy
for revealing structures of domination and the complicity of pleasure with
violence. Pessoa’s strategy is different, but it shares the same refusal of
consolation. Livro do Desassossego shocks by making visible a subject
who can neither live innocently nor die symbolically, a subject condemned to
analyze himself past the point of endurance. If Pasolini scandalizes the body
in order to expose modern power, Pessoa scandalizes consciousness in order to
expose modern emptiness. The scale changes; the radicality does not.
6. Nostalgia for Authentic
Life: Alienation, Delay, and the Impossibility of Full Presence
The
sixth Pasolinian strategy, the longing for lost authenticity and the critique
of cultural homogenization, may be the most productive of all when adapted to
Pessoa. Pasolini repeatedly mourns the destruction of older, embodied,
communal, and symbolically dense forms of life by consumer modernity. His
nostalgia is never simply conservative; it is tied to a sense that something
anthropologically vital has been flattened by the new order of standardization
and false liberation. Pessoa’s version of this concern is less collective and
less explicitly historical, but it is unmistakably present. Livro do
Desassossego is haunted by the feeling that modern life has become
second-hand, abstract, and difficult to inhabit directly. Soares does not
merely fail to live; he experiences modern subjectivity itself as a structure
of delay.
A
striking fragment makes this clear:
“Tenho assistido, incógnito, ao desfalecimento gradual
da minha vida, ao sossobro lento de tudo quanto quis ser. Posso dizer, com
aquela verdade que não tem literatura, que não houve tragédia na minha vida. O
que houve foi qualquer coisa de cinzento, de inútil e de disperso, como o
destino de uma folha seca que cai entre o que não é” (Pessoa, 2015, frag. 148).
Few
passages capture the anti-heroic tragedy of Livro do Desassossego as
powerfully as this one. Soares has not suffered a dramatic catastrophe. There
is no grand downfall, no melodramatic betrayal, no public ruin. Instead, there
is a “gradual fainting” of life, a slow shipwreck of everything he wanted to
be. The most devastating detail may be the insistence that there was “no
tragedy” in the conventional sense, only something gray, useless, and
dispersed. This is precisely why the fragment resonates so strongly with a
Pasolinian framework. Modernity’s damage, in both writers, often appears not as
a single catastrophic event but as an attritional erosion of presence.
Carolina
Rodrigues Freitas (2020), in her study of embodiment, description, and epiphany
in Livro do Desassossego, offers a valuable corrective to readings that
treat Pessoa as purely cerebral. Her work shows how sensory life and the body
remain crucial even within Soares’s introspective universe. This matters
because alienation in Pessoa is not a simple withdrawal from the world; it is
the painful inability to coincide with a world one still perceives vividly. The
city is there, the body is there, weather and objects are there, but presence
keeps slipping into observation. Soares can feel, imagine, and describe, but he
struggles to inhabit.
Here
Pasolini’s notion of anthropological loss becomes particularly illuminating.
Pessoa is not mourning peasant dialects or pre-capitalist communal life in the
way Pasolini sometimes does. What he mourns is no less radical: the possibility
of living one’s own experience without permanent mediation. Modern life turns
the subject into spectator of himself. It encourages analysis, delay,
self-division, and the replacement of lived intensity with imagined or written
compensation. Soares’s dreams are not simply creative resources; they are also
substitutes for a life that refuses to become fully real.
This
is where a more humanized reading of Pessoa matters. It is easy to speak
abstractly of alienation, but Livro do Desassossego continually returns
alienation to the scale of ordinary fatigue: a room, a desk, a walk through
Lisbon, a sentence that cannot decide whether it wants to console or condemn
the self. The poignancy of the book lies in that disproportion between the
apparent smallness of its materials and the enormity of what they register. In
Soares, the modern subject does not lose authenticity in one dramatic rupture.
He loses it slowly, by becoming unable to live except through the side door of
reflection.
Conclusion: Pessoa, Pasolini,
and the Interior History of Modern Loss
Reading
Livro do Desassossego through Pasolini does not mean transforming
Bernardo Soares into a political pamphleteer or pretending that Pessoa’s
fragmentary modernism is secretly a form of Italian Marxist cultural criticism.
The value of the comparison lies elsewhere. Pasolini provides a vocabulary for
naming the historical and anthropological stakes of experiences that Pessoa
renders with incomparable inward precision. Through adapted Pasolinian
strategies, Livro do Desassossego emerges as far more than a notebook of
private melancholy. It becomes a literary anatomy of modern diminishment:
of invisibility without spectacle, routine without meaning, sacred absence
without transcendence, language without stable form, inwardness without refuge,
and longing without a recoverable object.
What
this essay has tried to show is that the six Pasolinian strategies, once
carefully translated, help reveal the social and spiritual density of Pessoa’s
prose. Marginality becomes urban invisibility; bourgeois hypocrisy becomes
bourgeois emptiness; the sacred becomes wound; linguistic contamination becomes
formal instability; shock becomes inward disintegration; nostalgia becomes the
poetics of alienated delay. None of these adaptations erases the difference
between the two authors. On the contrary, the comparison works precisely
because Pessoa and Pasolini approach modernity from different angles. Pasolini
often attacks it from the outside, through polemic, spectacle, and the violated
body. Pessoa records it from within, through fatigue, syntax, and the quiet
terror of a life that keeps receding from itself.
For
me, that is where the comparison becomes most compelling. Pessoa’s assistant
bookkeeper and Pasolini’s polemical outsider inhabit different worlds, yet both
know that modern civilization does not only change institutions; it changes the
texture of being human. It teaches people how to desire, how to speak, how to
forget, how to live in rooms, how to endure boredom, and how to mistake
survival for presence. Livro do Desassossego matters because it gives
this process an interior language. Pasolini matters because he reminds us that
such interior states are never merely private. They are historical deposits,
symptoms of a civilization that can make a life outwardly orderly while inwardly
reducing it to gray dispersion. Between Pessoa and Pasolini, then, what comes
into view is not only a theory of literature, but a theory of modern loss, one
written partly in essays, partly in poetic prose, and partly in philosophical
fragments, but always in the uneasy knowledge that the most decisive forms of
violence are not always loud.
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